Overwhelmed with sadness...

So I haven't posted in awhile but on Oct. 26th we had a miscarriage and I have never felt so upset or emotional in my life. I think I cried for about 5 days straight to where Kyle had no idea how there were any tears left in me. He was so supportive and loving, but I thought great-- this means I cannot have kids and we will never have a family. So lets just say I hope this is just a chapter that is closed and hopefully more happiness to come.